N now I let myself down . .

I wanted ur heart . . 
I wanted ur soul. . . 


I wished ur kiss 
I wished ur body 


I needed ur hug
I needed ur silence


I knew ur secrets (not all)
I knew u, ur feelings, ur thoughts. . . 


n now, I think I have nothin more. . 
no kisses, no hugs, no touches 
even ur breath, even ur eyes. . . 
Nothing. . . 


My only sure. . . is that u won't come back to me. . like before
             

oh how I wish u were here. .